The Unsaid Word for my FUNZY

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Allahumma innaka ta'lamu anna hadzihil qulub
qadijtama'at 'ala mahabbatik
wal taqat 'ala tha'atik
wa tawahhadat ala nashrati syari'atik
fa watsiqillahumma rabithataha
wa adim wuddaha
wahdiha subulaha
wamla'ha binurikal ladzi laa yakhbu
wasy-syrah shuduroha bi faidil imanibik
wa jami' lit-tawakkuli 'alaik
wa ahyiha bi ma'rifatik
wa amitha 'ala syahadati fii sabilik
innaka ni'mal maula wa ni'man nashiir


I begin this with Doa Rabithah for us
for our friendship, not an ordinary friendship
but more than that
because we all are very different each other
with all of our character, we can draw a rainbow, or some rock
like a noise in a picture

truthfully, i just wanna say, i'm sorry
'coz i never be a good friend for you all
not because i don't cherish you
but i just can't express my careness, 'coz you know that i'm not a romantic person
but in my heart, i cherish all of friendship i have

now, in our friendship, there's some rocks that make us walk separately with our own way
and unfortunately, that makes us never show our handshaking anymore
not because we hate each other, but it's because we feel awkward each other

for me, truthfully, i don't know what to do with our friendship
that rocks, how can i change it to be an art?

to go thereHis Jannah
i'm sure we have our own way to get there
and i'm sure, as long as we have the same destination,
whatever the way, we must meet in one crossroad

and for now, let's doa each other
to cherish this friendship until His Jannah

let's fastabiqul khairat...
let's fight to get this smile again

ana uhibbuki fillah ukhti ....
*_*